Today

I am the saddest ray of sunlight floating on the ocean waves and the city skies.
When you have run out of words to describe how and why your heart is aching, and you only want to keep sleeping sleeping sleeping and wake up only when a definite end is there, what do you do?

Today my heart is heavy and shadowed and not even the clarity of water can make me come out and shine bright, with hands held high. No, today I hide under the covers.