I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
when I'm going down don't worry 'bout me
Don't try this at home
Pretend you don't see

-boys like girls

I’ve cried, and you’d think I’d be better for it, but the sadness just sleeps, and it stays in my spine the rest of my life.

-Conor Obers

i am so awkward

You can walk into a room and spot them. They seem fine when you talk to them but every now and again, across the room, you catch them looking off into the distance at an invisible point that maybe, they once reached. They laugh a little different. They hesitate a little more. Now they know what it feels like. And something about their eyes when they listen to music says

‘Turn it up until my ears bleed. Let it be the last thing I hear.’

For months all I wanted to do was kill myself. The times spent with friends were the only times those feelings went away. Now I have no friends and I'm struggling to find something to live for.

The whole world, myself included, seem to have one thing in common; we’re just a crowd of people who don’t really fit in anywhere attempting to convince one another we do. I guess I’ll put my sunglasses on and pretend, like everyone else, that I too belong here.

-Andrew Mcmahon

Too fucking awkward,
Too fucking selfish,
& Too fucking scared.