blogsecret=my life, no joke

I lost tons of friends and ever since, I've become a different person. I'm not sure if I like it or not but my life has become odd. My mom keeps questioning me about the future but hell, I don't even know what I'm going to have for breakfast tomorrow morning. I'm is on the verge of killing myself. I still wonder what it'd be like if I hadn't made all those mistakes. Wondering makes me depressed, I don't know what to do.